158 days.

And then Matt will be home. 

I found out today he is coming home in September, not October. I am SOOOO excited. It's almost a whole month shed from his deployment. About 30 days and I'm heading up to NY again, for some reason, I can't wait for that either. 

Then it's off to Europe!! 

This deployment has taught me a lot about relationships, I hope everything I've learned sticks with me when he comes home. 

i'm sick.

i'm really sick. i hate hospitals and i hate medicine. (i guess that's my childish side shining through) i also hate doctors that don't know what they are talking about.  

thank god for moms, mines been taking care of me the whole time..

hmm...

It's only when I've been drinking that I think too much about certain things, well... not ONLY when I'm drinking, but it happens a lot when drinking occurs. Tonight I'm listening to some old music, I really like it when you're listening and the music brings you back to a certain time in your life. It makes you wish it was still happening.

 

I miss Matt and I'm proud of us for how far we have come. 

this is an OLD picture, it must have been close to 3 years ago. <3

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I made a new blog. Rachel told me to do it. :]